A Change of Air
Bagatelle

A Change of Air

I dreamt that I stepped off an airport coach and was met by a wall of high summer heat. The air was hard to breathe, as if it lodged in my lungs and did not come back out. My hair sticky, the strands clumped together like dreads. Then I woke on a January night, in dense darkness. The newspaper delivery boy slammed the front door shut after completing his round. By then I would usually try to fall back asleep for a few hours, only to realise in the end that it would not work. I got up, wrapped the quilt around my body like a mummy, went into the kitchen and opened the freezer, closed my eyes and thought: Svalbard.

The study of dreams is particularly difficult, for we cannot examine dreams directly, we can only speak of the memory of dreams. And it is possible that the memory of dreams does not correspond exactly to the dreams themselves. . . . If we think of the dream as a work of fiction—and I think it is—it may be that we continue to spin tales when we wake and later when we recount them.

— Jorge Luis Borges, lecture at the Teatro Coliseo, Buenos Aires, 1977

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Jörgen Löwenfeldt

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